November 30th

30 11 2009

Maybe men are like a designer drug. Sometimes they bring you down and sometimes, they get you so high. Which may be the reason why some people are constantly cheating on their loving partners or is able to back stab a perfectly good friend just for the thrills to get the said friend “interest”.

Paper is on a warpath to humiliate and publicly shame a wanker who think he can go around and just do what he likes…a person such as this needs to be taught a lesson on the etiquette of having friends/partner and respecting them as a person plus learning how to respect themselves by not going the lowest point a person in this day and age can get.

Any old how moving on the last day of November is here. After a very long weekend it is time to kick back into gear…, until Thursday that is. And then beach, fun and maybe ehem…sex.

Paper main priority for the coming break is to TAKE a break….and to enjoy the company. Whilst writing this a personal invitation from the Thai Embassy came, and of all the days why must it be on the day Paper is not in town! It would so nice to attend such a gala as this would be Papers first foray into a prestigious government – royal function.

So Since Paper is unable to attend the function – Paper would like to wish

HIS MAJESTY KING BHUMIBOL ADULYADEJ a heartfelt 82nd birthday greetings and THE AMBASSADOR OF THAILAND a thank you for the invitation.





Je veux-je besoin

23 11 2009

à cause de vous, je suis pris au piège. piège dans ce monde de découvertes nouvelles et inconnues

Quand je t’ai rencontré
Je n’ai vraiment pas comme vous
Première impression était que vous étiez quelqu’un qui
À pied droit pour quand j’ai fait signe à vous et dites ‘Salut’
Mais ils disent
Débuts Bad faire une fin heureuse
Et maintenant que je sais que je commence à comprendre les choses
Tourner autour d’un cent quatre-vingt degrés
J’ai trouvé ma pièce manquante

Bout-il quelque chose ‘, vous
C’est comme le soleil
Vous réchauffer mon coeur, quand je Come Undone
Tu es comme mon âme soeur
Et ces jours-là,
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Tu es mon aide bande que vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Vous êtes Vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Tu es

Quand je serai surpris par la pluie
Et il se sent comme
Il n’y a personne dans le monde qui comprend mes
Complications auxquelles je suis confrontée tous les jours
Comme je en parler avec vous par le biais
Peu importe comment je essayer de cacher
Vient de voir directement de mon déguisement
Tu sais comment me fixer
Vous êtes ma thérapie

Bout-il quelque chose ‘, vous
Thats comme le soleil
Vous réchauffer mon cœur quand je Come Undone
Tu aimes mon âme soeur
Et toutes ces choses
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais

Tu es mon aide bande que vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Vous êtes Vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Tu es

N’est-il pas drôle comment ces choses se tourna autour?
Juste quand j’ai pensé que je vous saviez
Vous me donner tort
Je détestais ce que vous aimez
Et il aime les choses que vous détestez

Bout-il quelque chose ‘, vous
C’est comme le soleil
Vous réchauffer mon cœur quand je Come Undone
Tu aimes mon âme soeur
Et toutes ces choses
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais

Tu es mon aide bande que vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Vous êtes Vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Tu es

Et maintenant je l’aime





Scaling New Heights

6 11 2009

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Halloween had come and gone but the most funny part was that Paper wasn’t scared by any “ghost or ghouls” but rather more shock at what had happened.

Ok, basically Paper planned to stay home that evening to recover from the constant event attendance that entire week. But dear tigress was in no mood to do so and managed to drag Paper out. Admitted the evening was not bad or boring, we enjoyed ourselves with friends and bottles of Champagne.

As the night draw to a close Paper, Tigress and Bv went for a late supper. We shared some jokes but were too exhausted to stay any longer we went our separate ways with Paper and Tigress together and Bv heading to his home. Moving fast forward, arrived at the local to send Tigress back. We hug and kiss cheeks as usual when suddenly Tigress grabs Paper and give a quick goodnight kiss on the lips.

Paper was gob smack and could only response with “drive safe”. Close to an hour later, a message came through ” thanks for tonight my love” needless to say Paper had little sleep that evening.





Dancing in life and mind

30 10 2009

It has been a rather stressful few weeks. Slowly establishing myself and contacting clients one by one to inform of the small changes that has taken place. glamorous parties and product launches has become a regular itenary within Papers schedule. But the travelling is slowly taking its toll.

Table has become a total mess with real papers strewn across its surfaces, endless amount of business cards, drinks, munchies and whatsoever…..hopefully Paper is able to control the controlled mess that he has at the moment.

Love is a non existence factor at this particular moment in time, but I am rather interested in a particular person within the office. The name is DC, who has such intensity and moodiness about him that Paper is unable to control the urges of wanting someone so badly. DC is a slim build person, height 5′8 – 5′9 with a smart casual dress sense. Other than that hopefully a young tiger will be joining me and SiS in Langkawi for a little gateaway.

 





Life: A challenge

13 10 2009

Oli+ThomA challenge it is….starting from 9th Oct 2009 Paper is now setting out on a new venture. Paper is going to start in a new media company handling 3 leading magazines.

Now Paper  is not abandoning the work he has been building close to over a year but sees this as a new stepping stone to advance my aim in life.

So we step one two, then you know the rhythm now
Step one two, let the music seep in
Step one two, move with me
There’s nothing to it, so come on
So come on, so come on

So far this new work has been rather slow mainly due to the administration setting up Papers entire new email systems, phone line and security tags. But the workload is picking up bit by bit…and now awaiting the upcoming December issue.





Life: A little bit of me

24 09 2009

Sometimes this is such an impossible question to answer. I am just me.

I’ve lived and studied in Europe , now based in Asia the new world centre of excitement, energy and sometimes controversy.

As you can see I use a pen name for this blog, Only reason for this is just I am in need of outlet without an afterthought to who reads this.

I have seen things that most people never get to see, and experience events from a perspective that most people do not realise exists.

Art is my life….I may not practice it as a career but it runs in my vein as blood do. Every aspect of work and life refers to the lines, composition and values of art can give. I am an introvert with an outershell of an extrovert, yes an oxymoron, but its me where most cannot comprehend and mistaken to who is me.

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People knows of me…, and yet know not of me. I have friends that is abound but few can call closest to know atleast 40% of me. For those people.., I truly appreciate you being in my life. So today posts is an attempt to let you know 10% of me.

Now if you don’t know me yet, you might be thinking that I’m just another one of those “boys” or you may think even worse of me. As much as I’d like to change your mind on that I do realize that virtually everyone has labels hung over them and would like to remove them. The truth is that we are all larger than the labels people give us to confine and define us. So who needs them!

I am often way too intense, and I seek to live more and more in the light hearted me. I try my best to not be judgmental.

I believe our thoughts create our reality, and that thought & feelings establish experiences we face. I am always growing… Trying to find my passion that will lead me, trying to enjoy this moment. Everyday is a change and a new beginning and everyday I am amazed to meet another to connect with. I live for the feeling. For a deeper connection. The silence between words. The verbalizing, the expression. The creativity and truth. I live to connect with other people. It is more powerful than any item. More powerful than any material wealth or ego bound existence.

I believe in the power of diversity and the importance of truth. I am an intellectual, spiritual, creative, dancing, goofy individual. I am currently breaking through and experiencing so many things in life that others limit. I am evolving. I am listening. Taking in every word. Learning. Seeking. Expanding. Feeling. Being. Loving. Speaking out my true self……





Body: Fat

21 09 2009

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Since Paper twisted his ankle almost 2weeks ago…the foot is slowly recovering but is still unable to walk or drive for a long period of time, hence the long hiatus from gym-ing. And the major consequence for such hiatus is gaining weight, I’m not saying Paper has put on weight significantly but it is enough to notice since Paper tries to keep to a certain weight.

Paper’s usual exercise regime consists of heavy cardio exercise workout incorporating Running, rowing, cycling and step master (for the arse). After the cardio, Paper would move on to weights doing just a small amount to maintain tone and shape….Paper hates looking like the incredible hulk which some people revered. And the last sets are sit ups and push ups…

And oh how I just can’t wait to re-start the kick boxing classes again.

God!!….I feel FAT!





Body: Soul Art

16 09 2009

Thats it…after a whole two years worth of thinking. Paper is getting a Tattoo.

Paper running over and over the advantage and disadvantage of having a tattoo has now come to an end. Decision is made and will be scheduled for the end of the year…a new year a new beginning . Now the length of time between now and then is rather long…, but mainly because Paper want to be sure of the exact design. When is comes to design.., Paper is rather sticky in this matters especially something permanent as this.

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a brief history of tattoos

the word tattoo is said to has two major derivations- from the polynesian word ‘ta’ which means striking something and the tahitian word ‘tatau’ which means ‘to mark something’. the history of tattoo began over 5000 years ago and is as diverse as the people who wear them.

tattoos are created by inserting colored materials beneath the skins surface. the first tattoos probably were created by accident. someone had a small wound, and rubbed it with a hand that was dirty with soot and ashes from the fire. once the wound had healed, they saw that a mark stayed permanently.

Despite the social sciences’ growing fascination with tattooing, and the immense popularity of tattoos themselves, the practice has not left much of a historical record.


Egypt
written records, physical remains, and works of art relevant to egyptian tattoo have virtually been ignored by earlier egyptologists influenced by prevailing social attitudes toward the medium.
Today however, we know that there have been bodies recovered dating to as early XI dynasty exhibiting the art form of tattoo. In 1891, archaeologists discovered the mummified remains of amunet, a priestess of the goddess hathor, at thebes who lived some time between 2160 BC and 1994 BC. This female mummy displayed several lines and dots tattooed about her body – grouping dots and/or dashes were aligned into abstract geometric patterns. this art form was restricted to women only, and usually these women were associated with ritualistic practice. The egyptians spread the practice of tattooing throughout the world. The pyramid-building third and fourth dynasties of egypt developed international nations with crete, greece, persia, and arabia. by 2,000 BC the art of tattooing had stretched out all the way to southeast asia . the ainu (western asian nomads) then brought it with them as they moved to japan.

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the earliest evidence of tattooing in japan is found in the form of clay figurines which have faces painted or engraved to represent tattoo marks. the oldest figurines of this kind have been recovered from tombs dated 3,000 BC or older, and many other such figurines have been found in tombs dating from the second and third millennia BC. These figurines served as stand-ins for living individuals who symbolically accompanied the dead on their journey into the unknown, and it is believed that the tattoo marks had religious or magical significance.
The first written record of japanese tattooing is found in a chinese dynastic history compiled in 297 AD. the japanese were interested in the art mostly for its decorative attributes, as opposed to magical ones. the horis – the japanese tattoo artists – were the undisputed masters. their use of colors, perspective, and imaginative designs gave the practice a whole new angle. the classic japanese tattoo, is a full body suit.

New Zealand
the maori of new zealand had created one of the most impressive cultures of all polynesia. their tattoo, called ‘moko’, reflected their refined artistry – using their woodcarving skills to carve skin. the full-face moko was a mark of distinction, which communicated their status, lines of descent and tribal affiliations. it recalled their wearer’s exploits in war and other great events of their life.

Indonesia
borneo is one of the few places in the world where traditional tribal tattooing is still practiced today just as it has been for thousands of years. until recently many of the inland tribes had little contact with the outside world. as a result, they have preserved many aspects of their traditional way of life, including tattooing. borneo designs have gone all around the world to form the basis of what the western people call ‘tribal’.

Ancient Greece and Rome
the greeks learnt tattooing from the persians. their woman were fascinated by the idea of tattoos as exotic beauty marks. the romans adopted tattooing from the greeks. roman writers such as virgil, seneca, and galenus reported that many slaves and criminals were tattooed. a legal inscription from ephesus indicates that during the early roman empire all slaves exported to asia were tattooed with the words ‘tax paid’. greeks and romans also used tattooing as a punishment. early in the fourth century, when constantine became roman emperor and rescinded the prohibition on christianity, he also banned tattooing on face, which was common for convicts, soldiers, and gladiators. constantine believed that the human face was a representation of the image of god and should not be disfigured or defiled.

The Celts
were a tribal people who moved across western europe in times around 1200 and 700 B.C. they reached the british Isles around 400 B.C. and most of what has survived from their culture is in the areas now known as ireland, wales and scotland. celtic culture was full of body art. permanent body painting was done with woad, which left a blue design on the skin. spirals are very common, and they can be single, doubled or tripled. knotwork is probably the most recognized form of celtic art, with lines forming complex braids which then weave across themselves. these symbolise the connection of all life. step or key patterns, like those found in early labyrinth designs, are seen both in simple borders and full complex mazes. much in the way that labyrinths are walked, these designs are symbolic of the various paths that life’s journey can take.


Central and South America
in peru, tattooed inca mummies dating to the 11th century have been found. 16th century spanish accounts of mayan tattooing in mexico and central america reveal tattoos to be a sign of courage. when cortez and his conquistadors arrived on the coast of mexico in 1519 they were horrified to discover that the natives not only worshipped devils in the form of statues and idols, but had somehow managed to imprint indelible images of these idols on their skin. the spaniards, who had never heard of tattooing, recognized it at once as the work of satan. the sixteenth century spanish historians who chronicled the adventures of cortez and his conquistadors reported that tattooing was widely practiced by the natives of central america.

Middle-East
during the time of the old testament, much of the pagan world was practicing the art of tattooing as a means of deity worship. A passage in leviticus reads: ‘ye shall not make any cuttings on your flesh for the dead nor print any marks upon you’. (19:28) this has been cited as biblical authority to support the church’s position. biblical scholar m.w. thomson suggests, however, that moses favored tattoos. moses introduced tattoos as a way to commemorate the deliverance of the jews from slavery in egypt.

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Beat: Step One Two

11 09 2009

Paper is an avid fan of house music, especially when it comes to vocal house. And one of Paper’s favourite is Kaskade. The below video is a sample from one of his album “Strobelite Seduction”. Hope you enjoy….

Kaskade’s explosion onto the dance music scene and subsequent rise to top-tier status is not without significance. As Tricia Romano of the Village Voice observed, “In dance music no one ever seems to graduate or ever get promoted, which means that the ability for new DJs and producers to break in the upper ranks is incredibly hard. Kaskade is one of the few who’ve pushed past the Sashas and the Derricks to get on the A-list.” This is so clearly the case that when URB Magazine featured Kaskade on their cover alongside Kanye West’s A-Trak and NYC’s Tommy Sunshine as the three the most influential DJs in North America today, they explained that “Kaskade is a special breed of house star, one who has increased in popularity over the past few years in an industry where most of the major players have at least a decade (often two) of stardom behind them.” That Kaskade has broken rank as well as tradition is a testament of his ability to create music that has succeeded in transcending industry politics and obstinate so-called gatekeepers.

And transcend it certainly has: consistently to the top of the charts. Kaskade’s remix of the Pussycat Dolls’ “Don’t Cha” immediately hit Number One on Billboard Magazine’s Hot Dance Music Club Play, as did his remix of David Morales’ “Here I Am.” His own songs have proven to be just as chart worthy: The single “Everything,” a big-room remix off In The Moment made Number One on Hot Music Club Play and went as far as Number Six on Hot Dance Single Sales (another weekly Billboard chart). But it was the single “Steppin’ Out” that earned Kaskade wide recognition, far beyond the dance music scene and thanks in no small part to its heavy radio play and commercial licensing, as well as being named to the annual “Top Ten Singles” list byEntertainment Weekly. From Budweiser commercials to MTV’s The Real World, the rocker-styled guitar riffs of “Steppin’ Out” mixed to a bass-heavy backbeat was contagious in its appeal, and burst open a wholly new and original sound to dance music.

Title: Strobelite Seduction

Label :Ultra Records
Genre: Progressive Trance
Released: 2008-06-03





Life: 09 09 09

9 09 2009

Listen, I want to tell you something ordinary;

Morning light pours across the floor, over the white fluffy carpet dust sparkles different colors. It was unusual sight at times for Paper to see such beauty. Across the room phone rang, is that the tone of alarm Paper wonder? Goodness no, who I wonder call during such ungodly hours, wait…ungodly? What is the time?

Unable to return to slumber once more…..

Water rushes and rings in the basin, splashing – everywhere this miracle of light touches the world and the world does not answer — yet still the light touches it, causing an urge for you to ignore it, to lie in the blindness of darkness.

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For now the sky is glass plate blue – perfume replaces out of bed smell. Ash and smoke belt out of endless vehicles flaring with its unruly folks. Reaching to destination set. The main street on the crescent shore hung iridescent silks from windows. Stucco house fronts gleamed rose, pistachio, peach and a procession sang a song that never cease.

The work was hypnotic, the details of the room seeming to soften in their peripheral orbits. Dimly Paper heard himself asking if I could see ideas forming yet. I could, though I saw it as something else; Paper was spinning a plan now, a plan with elements toiling as muddy continents whirled from their depths. And this is the way the mind returns; Not in leaps, not in bounds but in doses. But minds do mend, a little.

New destination set….across the vastness of distance. Inside parody of life crosses, does life give off the faint odour of luck today?

Behind the suburban shopping coliseums, behind the sour smells of the afternoon’s opportunity reside.

Start out with the moon on a crisp clear night a reminder of the cool hills still a bit wild. Beyond the shrieking wheels of machinery above the lunatic sirens reeling through the air high and blue and silent