So I was sitting there in the bar, and this guy comes up to me and he said ” my life stinks” and I saw his gold credit card and I saw the way he was looking at people across the room and I look at his face and you know what a good looking face, and I just said “Dude you’re perspective on life sucks”.
He’s got looks that books take pages to tell, he’s got a face to make you fall on your knees, he’s got money in my back to think and I guess, you could think hes living at ease.
Let us forget about Papers love life for the moment (too many drama) and talk about what Paper currently is trying to do with life….. I am now officially trying to be a new first home owner. Selections are abundant with endless new supplies of development in and around the Valley but price range are major obstacles to the choices Paper have made.
Selection One – Armanee Terrace2
It’s a duplex condo with stunning view and has two type of unit available to purchase. Ofcourse this is my number1 choice, with the convenience to work and entertainment but it is rather far from KL but with penchala link it should cut the journey time considerably.
Price range:
RM792,000 after discounts UnitB
RM900,000 after discounts UnitA
Selection Two – MetropolitanSQ
This is not as fancy as Armanee but it’s a standard 2-bedroom unit with study rooms. Close to Armanee’s location too…so no need to describe.
Price range: RM400,000 after discounts
Figures and figures of calculations are running through Papers mind endlessly to see which choice would be final, but my heart is rather set on that Duplex.
Just as the new year begins, unhappy situation crops up which Paper sometimes wonder….”are most of the people I date are just idiots or emotionally retarded?”
Tigres and Paper do have sweet moments together…, but with so much drama being created by Tigres can such moments help what ever we have survive in the long run? Paper is not drama free admittedly but I also do not create drama just for the sake of having one. In the end Paper is taking the decision to part ways from Tigres to gain the peace of mind that I dearly need….
Other than that…, life has been pleasant. Started to reconnect with Doctor, orang minyak and si budaks again and becoming good friends with resident pagoda man. But Pagoda man is heading back to LDN soon…so going to miss his jibes at me and how he always get mushy over a certain someone, plus his stupid cute face with the hello kitty tee.
mostly Paper thinks he just needs good sex……
Sitting in the boring office Paper got thinking about fairytales. What if Prince charming had never showed up? Would Snow White have slept in that glass coffin forever? Or would she have eventually woken up, spit out the apple, gotten a job, a healthcare package and a nice condo? I couldn’t help but wonder.
Inside every confident, driven, single guy, is there a delicate, fragile prince just waiting to be saved?
Oh by the way….Paper Drawn Boy is officially 1 YEARS OLD….WOOHOOO!! Paper cannot believe it has been that long, how time flew by so fast.
There is not one of us that could say, in all honesty, that we haven’t lied on several occasions. Most people lie when they are afraid of what would happen if they told the truth.
“Lying may be one end of a relationship system, with anger and judgment on the other end.” Margaret Paul, Ph.D.
So why do people lie? There are many reasons—some simple, some more complex.
Recent research indicates that most of us have not told the truth in one-fourth of our daily interactions with others—usually to spare ourselves or someone else humiliation. For example, if someone asks a casual acquaintance if a certain outfit looks good, they will (more than likely) not comment negatively even if they does not particularly like the outfit. That is, unless they are really good friend!
Regularly, doctors used to lie to their patients—thinking the patient didn’t want to hear any bad news. Thankfully, with new privacy and ethics rules in medicine, that practice has been minimized.
Kids learn to lie very early on for many of reasons—topping the list is to avoid punishment. Other reasons are to win favor with friends or to gain control.
A new theory has been proposed to explain one way the habit of lying develops: children are copying their parents. This theory is expounded in an article in New York Magazine by Po Bronson. Bronson found that children start lying at a very early age. He also found that smarter children begin to lie when they are just two or three-years-old.
If children are successful in their first attempt to escape a reprimand (or worse), they will begin to lie at will. If you’re a parent, you’ve surely heard your child telling a blatant lie—one that is so obvious because you’ve witnessed the action for which he’s claimed no responsibility. For example, you were in the room and saw Jimmy hit his sister Jane. As you start to scold him, he immediately denies ever touching Jane.
According to some, “…kids who grasp early the nuances between lies and truth use this knowledge to their advantage, making them more prone to lie when given the chance.”
Children will not outgrow the lying habit as they transition into the teen years. One study found that out of 36 topics, the average teen was lying to his parents about 12 of them. They lied about many things: what happened to their allowances; who they are dating; movies they had seen; alcohol and drug use; parties they attended and the sobriety of drivers with whom they rode. The list goes on and on.
Basically, if one wanted a simple answer to the question why do people lie, it would probably be to avoid punishment or anger or a fear of reduction in social status; and, in some cases, to enhance one’s social status. Some people lie to achieve recognition, such as in the case of reporters filing not factually true articles. One need only to observe the politics of today to realize that lying (or a slight fabrication of the truth) is used to gain an advantage over an opponent!
Why this particular post?? basically Paper detest liars, for me you would only lie if your conscience is guilty and tried to hide that fact….must admit that is a simplistic view but in any case do not lie to me as Paper would eventually find out.
FUCK IT..
The garden city of light also known as KL is a cozy muddy little village populated by more than seven million fascinating individuals… who all behave like they own the road but lately it seemed as if the entire city had been magically reduced to only two people… us (Paper&Tigres). Four-hours of together flew by in a space of fifteen minutes and a few days apart felt like weeks, I sometimes realized that Einstein’s law of relativity would have to be amended to include a special set of rules,to explain the peculiar effects of infatuation.
But we had never discussed exclusivity. For me the idea of seeing only this person without clarification of exclusivity would be putting all my eggs in one basket, for another man multi dating would be like trying to fit another outfit into an already over-stuffed suitcase.
Paper is happily “dating” (using the word loosely) Tigres, like it was the most natural thing in the world. But do realise that Paper does not have an innate aversion to monogamy? I wondered in a city like KL, with it’s infinite possibilities, has simple dating become too much to expect?
Sometimes Paper feel like a fool. Paper at times had gone so far out on a limb with my feelings that I didn’t realize sometimes I could be standing out there alone. So when life gets this confusing, sometimes there’s only one thing to do… Attend a fabulous party.
Tonights Fab party is GLAM magazine Xmas eve party.
It’s still vivid you know, your lips traveling up my neck.
And me, knowing what was about to happen and fighting myself I turned
but you found me and with the softest touch began to melt my defenses
Once our breath mingled I was done with every bit of passion I returned your kiss.
you. paused.
Before tasting my desire again and every day I love to return to that eternal space before that next dangerous moment and your continued journey down the other side of my throat
AT FIRST second
Do you picture your hand holding mine?
Your finger in contrast to mine, toes tickling my feet. Might be love in front of us. Does the thought of falling in love with me scare you or excite you? The sex, the lust will not protect you from the emotions that you will feel. The horny devil that dwells in you has a big heart. That’s what I’m looking for. The soft and warm of you that you try so hard to protect.
Wait I’ll go first. I will open my heart and let you hold it. Whatever walls I use to protect myself I will put down. The first kiss I will take my time, looking at you. Pull you close to me and hold you. My heart is bigger then yours, it loves more, needs more. I need to feel loved more than you. I would gladly chase after you through time and space, over mountains and through the seas. A movement kissing you may be the eternal bliss I have been searching for. Could you be the one? Sweet yet sour, but oh so good for me. I’m waiting like a starved lion for you.
IN SECLUSION darkness
You look so beautiful to me right now. Soft is the breath that comes from your mouth and on my bare chest. Beautiful is your body wrapped around my body, like ivy on an old building. We learned to fit between each other quickly like an old married couple. I kiss your neck and you smile, but still asleep.
Do your dreams match the excitement of early that evening? When you held me against the wall lifted up me and went into me like the cold wind in winter, sharp yet soothing. I wanted so long to touch and hold you. But now I had you. No more wasted time in a lonely bed. Hot were our bodies when lips pressed against lips. I took you into my arms, stronger then you thought I would have. When I would count the countless stars on warm tropical night, I would picture your face. My feet were cold, always so cold, but you warmed my heart. We grunted and moaned together on top of sheets and under sheets and where ever possible.
Sometimes you over come by excitement. Your need matched my need. But I learned to breath. Cold was the night but we sweated like it was day. You begged me to go further than you could imagine, and I did. Forcing my way to go every inch of you and vice versa, your eyes so wide open, your arms clutching me so fiercely. But now we lay together holding each other. After a night of lust and caution. You feed me love, so at the very least I shall give in return.
IN THE END not yet
We sat alone waiting for the time to come. As I sleep lightly, there you were next to me holding me, protecting me and keep me warm from the cold air that runs through me like the winters of Siberia. I wish time to hold for I am unwilling to let go of this moment, moment of bliss between two.
Yet it has come, you held me more tightly unwilling to let go of me as I am unwilling to let go of you but let go we must. We kissed, for this shall be our final before returning to the setting of 21st century madness.
I now longed for you embrace every night, holding me tight whilst I sleep
Maybe men are like a designer drug. Sometimes they bring you down and sometimes, they get you so high. Which may be the reason why some people are constantly cheating on their loving partners or is able to back stab a perfectly good friend just for the thrills to get the said friend “interest”.
Paper is on a warpath to humiliate and publicly shame a wanker who think he can go around and just do what he likes…a person such as this needs to be taught a lesson on the etiquette of having friends/partner and respecting them as a person plus learning how to respect themselves by not going the lowest point a person in this day and age can get.
Any old how moving on the last day of November is here. After a very long weekend it is time to kick back into gear…, until Thursday that is. And then beach, fun and maybe ehem…sex.
Paper main priority for the coming break is to TAKE a break….and to enjoy the company. Whilst writing this a personal invitation from the Thai Embassy came, and of all the days why must it be on the day Paper is not in town! It would so nice to attend such a gala as this would be Papers first foray into a prestigious government – royal function.
So Since Paper is unable to attend the function – Paper would like to wish
HIS MAJESTY KING BHUMIBOL ADULYADEJ a heartfelt 82nd birthday greetings and THE AMBASSADOR OF THAILAND a thank you for the invitation.
à cause de vous, je suis pris au piège. piège dans ce monde de découvertes nouvelles et inconnues
Quand je t’ai rencontré
Je n’ai vraiment pas comme vous
Première impression était que vous étiez quelqu’un qui
À pied droit pour quand j’ai fait signe à vous et dites ‘Salut’
Mais ils disent
Débuts Bad faire une fin heureuse
Et maintenant que je sais que je commence à comprendre les choses
Tourner autour d’un cent quatre-vingt degrés
J’ai trouvé ma pièce manquante
Bout-il quelque chose ‘, vous 
C’est comme le soleil
Vous réchauffer mon coeur, quand je Come Undone
Tu es comme mon âme soeur
Et ces jours-là,
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Tu es mon aide bande que vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Vous êtes Vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Tu es
Quand je serai surpris par la pluie
Et il se sent comme
Il n’y a personne dans le monde qui comprend mes
Complications auxquelles je suis confrontée tous les jours
Comme je en parler avec vous par le biais
Peu importe comment je essayer de cacher
Vient de voir directement de mon déguisement
Tu sais comment me fixer
Vous êtes ma thérapie
Bout-il quelque chose ‘, vous
Thats comme le soleil
Vous réchauffer mon cœur quand je Come Undone
Tu aimes mon âme soeur
Et toutes ces choses
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Tu es mon aide bande que vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Vous êtes Vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Tu es
N’est-il pas drôle comment ces choses se tourna autour?
Juste quand j’ai pensé que je vous saviez
Vous me donner tort
Je détestais ce que vous aimez
Et il aime les choses que vous détestez
Bout-il quelque chose ‘, vous
C’est comme le soleil
Vous réchauffer mon cœur quand je Come Undone
Tu aimes mon âme soeur
Et toutes ces choses
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Tu es mon aide bande que vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Vous êtes Vous êtes, vous êtes
Lorsque je fais du mal
Quand je fais
Tu es
Et maintenant je l’aime
Halloween had come and gone but the most funny part was that Paper wasn’t scared by any “ghost or ghouls” but rather more shock at what had happened.
Ok, basically Paper planned to stay home that evening to recover from the constant event attendance that entire week. But dear tigress was in no mood to do so and managed to drag Paper out. Admitted the evening was not bad or boring, we enjoyed ourselves with friends and bottles of Champagne.
As the night draw to a close Paper, Tigress and Bv went for a late supper. We shared some jokes but were too exhausted to stay any longer we went our separate ways with Paper and Tigress together and Bv heading to his home. Moving fast forward, arrived at the local to send Tigress back. We hug and kiss cheeks as usual when suddenly Tigress grabs Paper and give a quick goodnight kiss on the lips.
Paper was gob smack and could only response with “drive safe”. Close to an hour later, a message came through ” thanks for tonight my love” needless to say Paper had little sleep that evening.
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